blah blah blah

been feeling a little blah lately, kinda almost depressed. Combine that with a bit of a cold and that’s a great mix. Monday was the one year anniversary of my brother’s death and I kept myself occupied to not really think about it. I went to work on Tuesday and had a late night closing shift and it was busy. I got stressed out from one of my coworkers who kept jumping into my stuff to try and help me, but it just messed me up further and confused me. Got home mentally and phsyically exhausted and went to sleep. Got up in the morning not feeling “right” and called in. Called in the next two days as well and just didn’t do much. Played on the computer, watched tv, ate a lot, but nothing really made me happy. Just kinda in a bummed out mood. I feel bad for Chris. He keeps trying to get me to do stuff like go out for lunch (he was off from work), but I just wanted to be a hermit. He’s going through something similar, his partner Don passed away many years ago on the same day, but he is handling it better than I am. He’s been puttering in the yard to distract himself.
Oh well, I don’t know why I’m writing this, maybe it’s just therapeutic. Thanks to everyone for your support (especially you Chris, my loving husband)
-J

One year anniversary

Well, today is the one year anniversary of my brother Billy's murder. I spent the day doing things to keep my mind off of it. It started with driving my parents and my aunt to the airport at 7:30 in the morning to send them back up to New York for the summer. Got home and played on the computer and caught up on my TiVo. Around 3:00, Chris and I headed to the Disney/MGM studios to meet up with some friends from out of town. We had an early dinner at the 50's Prime Time Cafe (I love that place). Chris kept getting yelled at for elbows on the table. After dinner, we left and were going to head to Downtown Disney to wander and window shop, but decided to go to the Mall at Millennia instead. Did a lap around the mall and visited the Apple store and dreamed. Got a text from my friend Melissa to remind us of the birthday dinner for Yari at Bahama Breeze, so we headed there. Chris and I were still full from our previous dinner, but had a drink and an appetizer. Chris was getting a headache and I was a bit tired, so we left after about 2 hours. Got home around 10:30 or so and am checking my email then heading to bed. A boring day, but I needed it.
-J

Dykes! Yikes!

The lobby is a lesbo a go-go. They're everywhere

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Theater night

Just arrived at the theater to see Lily Tomlin. One night only performance in Tampa.

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