been feeling a little blah lately, kinda almost depressed. Combine that with a bit of a cold and that’s a great mix. Monday was the one year anniversary of my brother’s death and I kept myself occupied to not really think about it. I went to work on Tuesday and had a late night closing shift and it was busy. I got stressed out from one of my coworkers who kept jumping into my stuff to try and help me, but it just messed me up further and confused me. Got home mentally and phsyically exhausted and went to sleep. Got up in the morning not feeling “right” and called in. Called in the next two days as well and just didn’t do much. Played on the computer, watched tv, ate a lot, but nothing really made me happy. Just kinda in a bummed out mood. I feel bad for Chris. He keeps trying to get me to do stuff like go out for lunch (he was off from work), but I just wanted to be a hermit. He’s going through something similar, his partner Don passed away many years ago on the same day, but he is handling it better than I am. He’s been puttering in the yard to distract himself.
Oh well, I don’t know why I’m writing this, maybe it’s just therapeutic. Thanks to everyone for your support (especially you Chris, my loving husband)
-J